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alohaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

aah.........it feels so good to be back here again.......i spose i really didnt have much to write (read:bitch....complain.....cry...sigh) about.........well....its that time of the year again!!!!!!!! woohooooooooo....everyone clap at this girls misery!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm.....so....lets take over from where i left...........remember me crying and whining about my friends?i've left that place now.........and turns out i miss them alot........i finally DID fit in..........at the wrong time though..........

anyway........im an absolute wreck here............i feel like such a sadist sometimes........but its only when i write that i really do let it all out.........i dont keep diaries so this is the second best place actually........

its been a months in this new place........and ive made friends.......sure mock at me .....but really....they're nice..........the sad thing (is it sad?) is that most of them r leaving......i m going too......gosh.....i never knew i could talk like a kid...anyway bunk

now...coming to the point......i wanna leaveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

sheeshhhhhhhhhhhh.........WHY am i such a hypocrite

u guessed it! lately ive been very self deprecating

VERY

about----

me

my clothes

how i look

my idiocy (is that even a word)

my tendency to bore when im not interested

my tendency to bore when i am interested

my tendency to not be interested at all

my tendency........u get the drift right?

I'd really like a real buddy....a real friend.......who would listen to all this......maybe i do have them......but im too scared to tell them what i feel.............

anyway

crying buckets

whining

no time to spare love

yours...if you like

confusius