*SOB*........ or should it be *I dont care!* ? (go back »)

The fading of a friendship is a very painful, slow and unmarked process. Painful for the ones who'd like it to linger on, slow for everyone involved and unlevelled in general. Would'nt it just be wonderful if the world was all hunky dory just for once? Ahhh.....i wish. But everyone moves on......especially when you're the one still surrounded by friends......not marooned on some sickly lonely island.

However, I think about it for a little while longer and as always.....my ego begins to crop up now and again and is soon central to my thought process. And I think.....so what?!!! Im my own person! They've moved on and so should I!!!!

I then curl up in a heap and cry.

Nonetheless reprimanding myself for being absolutely pathetic.

......and then the phone rings.....and everythings ok again. I hope.